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From my life ..... just the essentials

   I'm a girl just like thousands of girls all over the World. I am just like anybodyelse but I'm still different. Why? Because I'm unique! I am unique and I like to be. What makes me to be like that? Well,the books; books are the ones that give me the strength to get dressed in red in the middle of a checkerboard. I like reading ......I love that feeling when I feel like my soul is filled ... and  filled me with something nice, which gives me satisfaction.

 I read a lot ....  and I do not say that to brag myself.... I know that I'm not the only one; I read under the covers at night and during breaks from school .... I read on the way from home and I read during the dinner ...... It's sounds like a crazy  ... and maybe it is, but for me ... well, for me is a style, is the best environment.

  But everything have a beginning, so my "madness"  have one too! Since I was little I liked to pierce the covers, curious, looking for something I wish I had .... I didn't knew what's that.I started with the ABC,reading it after I learned the laters . I read it twice ..... I liked because it was the first book in my life that hadn't just photos.I considered myself a genius  reading  in front of my friends. But soon I realized that I have a library at home ... and .... I  also realized that I can take any book without anyone to deny me, telling me I'm too heavy! No, my mother let me read anything that goes in my hands ...... and  I read ... "Memories of Childhood "and" Tom Sawyer "-my best friend- ....but  I loved ' Immortal story "  and I always borrow them from school's library.There were 39 volumes and I finished them by the end of first grade, so in class II I could  read in  the classroom  coherent and expresive.I always rise two fingers up near my teacher eyes to see me.I devouring stories and fairy tales and  I start to imagine the events, to see them.

  In the third grade I thought  that I was big enough, so I started to read books more "mature" -perhaps because there were no stories left-unread. "White Fang" and "The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn" marked me and I labeled them as "awsome" with a  experienced critical look and a serious voice.

  My first five years of life in the world of literature were characterized by "childhood." Stories and tales longer or shorter or childish that enjoyed me and that enriching my mind and heart ...... until, in class VI when.........

 I met ........ "Ciresarii" Oh! "Ciresarii" the book of all my dreams! I started it, I was introduced to the first page and I never let it down of hand ....... I couldn.'t ... I didn't ! I can say that it was the transition from innocence to the period of reflection. I dedicated hours runing across sentences . I sold myself to this book.  I laughed, I cried with the characters about them and for them. My heart truly become free in its contents .... and I loved it ...  Often I sat up late at night fanning it. My eyes caressed passional the words   and I walked on the streets with fragments of voices of Dan, Ursu, Lucia ...... dialogue with the book, answering the questions which wasn't for me.

  Piece by piece I vanished in the Univers of cherry blossoms and I havn't left anything out .... not even an idea of thought to get me out of there ..... I knew that I will not be able to get out  anymore.... but I love it. I read it and reread it many times. I  really liked it!

  Then Edmond Dantes made me fall in love with his skill and wisdom of "The Count of Monte-Cristo".I receveid the novel as a gift and I would never be thankful enough to the person who give it to me.Normally,I should say that "it is very well writted, with figures of speech, divided into four volumes, etc. .. " it teaches us to Romanian classes like that! But I say that it is a source of inspiration and dreams, a waterfall of hopes and aspirations ..... I think that defines the greedy human and the man's capricious nature,  that use what God has given to him in exchange for justice.

  These two novels characterizes me and gives me a base complemented by Jules Verne, Mark Twain and many other authors who surprise me, knowing what I like, knowing my weaknesses.

  I've grown and I delved more and more into my world. I didn't let anybody in, to stol my dreams and images that I created. Even now .... when I'm in in high school, when  I 'm a teen I do not allow anyone to destroy my illusions that I believe to be real .......

  I like to say that I grew up and I  got to a point high enough wherce I can look back without regrets for the sleepless nights and some low marks.It worth it! I found what I were looking for, what I wanted and I felt still missing from class I. I managed to acquire  the complete freedom of imagination. I learned to possess it, to enjoin it ...... I learned to read books and in the same time to see the movie in my mind ...I also know  how to paint  the words,colours images with ink  with my writehand........ a slightly tilted to the right ....... Yes! That I was looking for; the power to say to imagination: "Be free! I'm not afraid of what you bring me!I'm not afraid to let me run with you!  I'm  not that scared little girl from class I who just read nice .. .I'm dreamy girl who can control you by leaving you free, freeing you from a small box from her heart.Show me all you got ....all you are and I'll translate you on the white sheets and in rows not stareted yet.